[	X Current Mood X	|	lazy	]
[	X Music X	|	The Wallflowers- One headlight	]

The string had come out of the UFOs that held them to me so i couldnt wear them. :( I finally found an advanced way to put the string back in by using a clothes hanger. :D hehe. anyway, not much happened today except went to Alex Mengivar's (spelling) new house. I have to say that house has more bathrooms and closets than I have ever seen. It is still a pretty nice house. It looks real big since it has no furniture in it.

The next day..

 This entry has been sitting on my computer for the past day...so for today: I woke up early to see Drew before he had to go to work. We ended up hanging out for a pretty long time, it was fun :D He's at work right now and I miss him. I am kinda tired, but not really..jus being really really lazy, like been watching TV for a long time..not really doing anything. But its all good. My mom and sister have been at the mall for the past forever so my brother is reading (for school duh) and Im watching tv..Im prolly on the 5th TV show that is completely pointless, has no meaning, so fing boring, so Im too lazy to change the channel..I am so lazy b/c I am kinda sick & havent gotten a lot of sleep lately so Im chilling on our day off of school cause of MLKjrDay. :D Anyway..back to pointless TV shows and missing my love.

[	X Current Mood X	|	sick	]
[	X Music X	|	the silence of my room *not a song*	]

I have a throat thing and a headache..I am staying home from 1st pd today and Drew is stopping by for break to prolly pick me up cause I will feel better by then..that means I am skipping 3rd too, cause I will jus stay with him for his travel period..no point in going to a class where their is a sub. I will jus make up the work. Lets see, oh yes, my drivers ed class is going on a field trip today. I didnt want to go b/c then 1) I would have to wake up earlier to catch the bus to go 2) I wouldnt see Drewy in the morning 3) I would have to make up work for the classes I missed (which I am doing anyway b/c I am staying home) and 4)..there is no 4. The moral of the story is, I dont really have a drivers ed class today and by not going on the field trip I get to stay in the library for a bit. Last pd of the day is English..which whoever has Ms Wydra knows it is a breeze. We are in the computer lab this afternoon working on our essays..but really jus talking. Shes the tightest teacher. Anyway..jus had to post to tell everyone about my upcoming Friday.

[	X Current Mood X	|	and tired	]
[	X Music X	|	*none	]

I dont know what has been wrong with me lately. I have been getting frustrated more easier..maybe its jus because Im on my rag or maybe its jus because Im a girl. Whichever one of those it is, it is really starting to make me mad cause that means Drew thinks Im mad at him, which I am defiantly not. I am so so happy with him, I love him so much..more than words could express. I hate that we have been having these little "arguments". Why can't we just shutup and be happy? I'll follow my own advice and stfu and jus be happy...not think about anything but being with him which makes me the happiest person alive. I am so stupid at times.. I cant stand it when I upset Drew in any way. I dont show how upset I am, but it really hurts me whenever he is upset/mad because of something I did. Whenever I think we are in a fight or he is mad at me or I am so upset because I think he is on the verge of hating me, this happens:

Red Dragon PrYde: i love u so much

No matter what else is going on, that's what makes me smile. I love him so much.

[	X Current Mood X	|	tired	]
[	X Music X	|	*none	]

I am so tired. School is overrated. I need a job, not compared to others in debt right now. :D There is really nothing to say except Drewy is picking me up for school today haha Im excited cause I miss seeing him before school when he picked me up. Well back to gettin dressed.

Ive found a solution to the school problem:

http://www.maddox.xmission.com/suicide.html

[	X Current Mood X	|	bouncy	]
[	X Music X	|	Funeral for a Friend- The Getaway Plan	]

It's almost Christmas,  hehe Im excited cause me and Drewy might going skiing the day after the day after Christmas..which would be so much funnn. Im jus waiting for my parents to get home so we can go to Target cause I need snowpants. Havent been doing much lately, wondering where Brent has been cause no one has heard from him in like 3 days..hmm..Bonnie tells me hes working. I still need to finish getting Christmas presents for people which I cant do today b/c I dont have enough time b4 Drew gets back from work (5) and I need to finish getting him some stuff. Im so bored right now theres nothing to do. I need a car. Anyway, Ill update later if something intresting happens. :D

[	X Current Mood X	|	happy	]
[	X Music X	|	placebo- passive agressive	]

hey. got up this morning at 8 to find myself going to church to sing..after i sing at church i STAY after church for an extra hour for a singing rehearsal b/c im singing at the xmas eve service. i finally went home and now i have a singing concert to sing in at 4-630? it better only be 630...im sick of singing. its winter break and im oh so excited, i really am..i think my new years plans to spend the night at travs are still on, my dad said no and then i said to talk to travs parents and so i think he changed his mind..he hasnt talked to travs parents yet though. im jus chilln right now jus make myself a slurpee kind of haha, i cut my finger in the process of making a "slurpee"...i put ice in it then orange crap and banana crap and then i added more ice and then put lemon juice in there..why i added strong tangy shit tasting crap in my wanna-be slurpee i really have no idea..anyway yes i think tomorrow is a schoolday b/c it is sunday and usually i would be doing hw so im like gettin out my backpack, then i threw it across the room. and now it is sitting in front of my door. :) eww pulp in my 'slurpee'...my curfew is back to 10 b/c i got an F in Chem.. yes a big bold F. oh well ill live i need to bring up my grades anyway. my teachers tight as shit though i didnt turn in all this crap for her class and so i come in after school and she looks in her computer for my grade and she was naming all this work i never turned in, i had like 7 worksheets in my backpack which i never turned in (dont know why) and shes like ookk lets jus pretend these were in on time...i was like ooo yeaa. and on friday she let us watch the un-edited version of 10 Things I Hate About You...uhhh thats real stupid of her she could get fired, but who cares it was tight. this slurpee is becoming really good.